landon-romero:

I care how you think of me, so I won’t.

I’ve explained that once, twice, over again.

If you can’t open up to me, I won’t ever trust you fully.

Love is just.. it’s a strong word, Landon.  I don’t think..

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landon-romero:

Love is not specific to one man, Denise. I know your thoughts. There’s much more happening for me than you would expect as well. You’ve no idea why I was locked away, have you? I’ve no knowledge of yours, not completely.

I cannot make you love me, if you truly don’t. And.. I’m sorry for that. I’ll leave you alone to your thoughts and your depression and Vincent, who I soon hope realises what he has. 

Tell me, then.  Tell me why you were locked away if it’s so sinister.

Love you?  Why wouldn’t you even want that from a girl like me?

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landon-romero:

You know.. you’re only afraid.

I’ve spent my time being afraid, Denise. The problem is that you are stuck there. You spun a web and acted as your own insect because you were confused. And you’re still there because you’re still confused. How is it, that me, of all people, isn’t? And yet, you, the one with a reputation of love, can’t decipher it? 

I’m afraid because I seem to have lost the man I love somewhere along the line to a life of worry and waiting.

And, I seem to have, yet again, attracted the attention of someone that I have grown to care for, yet cannot return his feelings because I love another.  Another that is lost in the world, passively forgetting me.  Don’t attempt to read my thoughts, love.  There’s more to me than you know.

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landon-romero:

No. Why, Denise, do you care for me? Give me an honest answer, not one that will benefit everyone but you.

I don’t know.

Perhaps that’s the problem.

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landon-romero:

Because she is an arrangement, not a feeling or a love. Answer my question.

Because I thought we could be friends.  Such a silly concept I keep tricking myself into.

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landon-romero:

We have a deal, her and I. The situation is void of any reason that you might conceive. 

Why? You have Vincent, so why?

It sounds just lovely.

You have her.  So why care for me?

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landon-romero:

It’s because you refuse to be, Denise! Why can’t you see that? How can you understand that a girl you rarely speak with is anything near the equation, but you can’t see what you are?

And do you care, Denise?

It’s a horrible thing, toying with someone’s emotions.  You ought to find yourself invested in the girl that took the time to spend with you, instead of exchanging bitter words with me.  I’m sure she cares for you a great deal.

You know I care.  

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landon-romero:

Your thinking has changed now. It doesn’t matter.

You act it. Have I led on that I don’t care, Denise? I recall it being the opposite, overbearingly so.

It hasn’t changed.

I’m aware that you care.  But, you shouldn’t.  For obvious reasons on my part.  And, as that dark mark on your neck indicates, someone else is a part of the equation.  I’m sure she’s lovely.  Or he.  Either way.

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landon-romero:

With all due respect, Denise, you are as much my concern as my own brain thinks it, not as you think I should.

Company which was not you. Do you believe I’m completely incapable of feelings?

You’re right.  I don’t have control over what you think.  But, I do know that your goings-on are no concern of mine.

I never said that.  

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landon-romero:

You don’t care enough to. I am not your concern, if I recall correctly.

You aren’t, nor am I yours.

Don’t pretend that you’re broken up about the fact.  I see you’ve wasted no time finding company.

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